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Sunday, December 20, 2009

trAa LaLAla~



muahahah my XMAS LIST once again !

BB CREAM!!! this one sounds good!
lol here's a link to this one! :D



chinatown zebra scarf? LOL
 


from f21


cute bag from f21


Link heree


Link Here!


link here!

LOL~ i still never gotten this... but in neutral fair (still available at sephora stores i believe...)

size 6, soho boutiques or @ cutesyshoes.com

Glitter eyeliner, BLUE! @ cherryculture.com or QCM (essentials)

Eyeko eyecream @ cherryculture.com

marc jacobs perfume!


Make up forever Loose eye pigments!! purple and blue so pretty!!

can be purchased at FLUSHING's face shop or at Walgreens! :D



lol i googled this and found this from someone's xanga.. SORRY! but i want those chinatown slippers
it doesnt have to be hello kitty.. but maybe another cat ? lol i seen this brown cat ones hehe :D


lol AE or VS's 5/$25 undies! =X hehee (no thongs please! LOL)


Monday, June 22, 2009

JUNE!

wow it's june already but the weather is like april: rainy and yucky :[ boo*

anyways.. i'm currently bored cus i have nothing to do at home now.. lol :P
so.. im putting up my birthday wishlist in order of preference! :D
LOL most of the things.. i want to use for my trip~~ ;D
&& of courseee i want handmade cards from youuu LOL they are so special to me!


i've been wanting to get this set for a while now in neutral fair.. it's worth the valuee hehe.

  the web of dreams... awww i already have the the first 4 books to this series! i want the last one for my 15 hour plane ride!! LOL~  available in bookstores lol

cream liner..  in true black :]


a new straightener.. lol it doesnt have to be those freaking expensive ones from like babyliss or chi.. i just want a simple 1" or slightly bigger (less than 2 inches) straightener from pharmacies.. :]
conair, revlon.. whatever is cool :]

awww i love the color of this (link here->)dress! i would wear this clubbing ;]  but i really want a pretty green dress lol if i can ever find one!


a medium size over the shoulder bag.. lol (cross body bag) big enough to fit alot of stuff like passport and bottle.. bigger than the one here.. lol but not too big.. lol

ecotool brushes!.. lol i want a kabuki brush.. something with a flat surface.. for mineral makeup :D [(someone is getting me this.. THANKS!!! XD )]

lol i wanted this dress from necessary clothing but in the bottom part is GRAYish black.. small

a small and simple makeup bag~ :D

  in PERKY PURPLE, lucious lips, well.. pretty much.. i want a very rich purple color lol

lol i really like this wallet! LOL

uhmm gift cards from
MAC, SEPHORA, H&M, FOREVER21, PINKBERRY, AE, VICTORIA SECRET ;]


Monday, May 25, 2009

Yay this was my NYX haul when it was 50% off! it took like a week for it to come!
:D i really like the purple nail polish! hehe



Saturday, May 09, 2009

a thousand knives.


it really scares me to see others lose what they had and be upset about it,
because it makes me feel like what i have might be too good to be true..
it makes me feel.. what if i am next..

i am so afraid of that feeling..
the feeling is so unexplainable.. no words can explain how it feel..
all i can say is.. it feel like i cant breathe... my heart feels so heavy like a thousand knives
are being stabbed into my heart and it's falling into the pit of my stomach..

it aches and makes me feel so insecure. makes me feel so jittery, because
it drives me crazy.  this crazy feeling.. i never want again.

and yet seeing others lose makes me feel
so scared and out of touch with my self..

i need reassurance.  it keeps me grounded.. it makes me feel safe..
just to be back in your arms..




Tuesday, April 28, 2009

am at work right now..

lol.. right now it's so calm at work.  but i sense a busy day coming up.

i want to go to hong kong



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