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Monday, June 22, 2009

JUNE!

wow it's june already but the weather is like april: rainy and yucky :[ boo*

anyways.. i'm currently bored cus i have nothing to do at home now.. lol :P
so.. im putting up my birthday wishlist in order of preference! :D
LOL most of the things.. i want to use for my trip~~ ;D
&& of courseee i want handmade cards from youuu LOL they are so special to me!

i've been wanting to get this set for a while now in neutral fair.. it's worth the valuee hehe.

the web of dreams... awww i already have the the first 4 books to this series! i want the last one for my 15 hour plane ride!! LOL~ available in bookstores lol

cream liner.. in true black :]

a new straightener.. lol it doesnt have to be those freaking expensive ones from like babyliss or chi.. i just want a simple 1" or slightly bigger (less than 2 inches) straightener from pharmacies.. :]
conair, revlon.. whatever is cool :]

awww i love the color of this (link here->)dress! i would wear this clubbing ;] but i really want a pretty green dress lol if i can ever find one!

a medium size over the shoulder bag.. lol (cross body bag) big enough to fit alot of stuff like passport and bottle.. bigger than the one here.. lol but not too big.. lol

ecotool brushes!.. lol i want a kabuki brush.. something with a flat surface.. for mineral makeup :D [(someone is getting me this.. THANKS!!! XD )]

lol i wanted this dress from necessary clothing but in the bottom part is GRAYish black.. small

a small and simple makeup bag~ :D

in PERKY PURPLE, lucious lips, well.. pretty much.. i want a very rich purple color lol

lol i really like this wallet! LOL

uhmm gift cards from
MAC, SEPHORA, H&M, FOREVER21, PINKBERRY, AE, VICTORIA SECRET ;]

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Monday, May 25, 2009

	Yay this was my NYX haul when it was 50% off! it took like a week for it to come! :D i really like the purple nail polish! hehe
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Saturday, May 09, 2009

a thousand knives.

it really scares me to see others lose what they had and be upset about it,
because it makes me feel like what i have might be too good to be true..
it makes me feel.. what if i am next..

i am so afraid of that feeling..
the feeling is so unexplainable.. no words can explain how it feel..
all i can say is.. it feel like i cant breathe... my heart feels so heavy like a thousand knives
are being stabbed into my heart and it's falling into the pit of my stomach..

it aches and makes me feel so insecure. makes me feel so jittery, because
it drives me crazy. this crazy feeling.. i never want again.

and yet seeing others lose makes me feel
so scared and out of touch with my self..

i need reassurance. it keeps me grounded.. it makes me feel safe..
just to be back in your arms..

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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

am at work right now..

lol.. right now it's so calm at work. but i sense a busy day coming up.

i want to go to hong kong

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Friday, January 23, 2009

updateee :O

omg today it was stuffy at work and then i was getting a slight headache then i got grudgy angry when i think about angry stuff but anyways.. i got over the stuffyness because my coworker and i tried to open the window lol..

i am currently tired right now.. now a days seems like I can never really rest!
it's been work. school. organizational work. I barely have time to breathe!

ughhh doing this VITA thing is really annoying.. i dont even think i can do the tax returns -___-;;;
going to school on weekends is REALLY UGHHH!!! ]; trains dont work and really long day! my attention spam does not last longer than 10 mins!! LOL.. <.< sigh.. i dont know how i will do it! =/

ughhh i used so much money during the past year!!! ;[ ok ok ! new years resolution: SAVE MONEY!!!
lol one way to force myself to save money is not carry money with me at all.. lol
no money = dont want to go look at stuff. another way is going straight to places where i need to go so i dont wander off to stores! so far that has been alright... lol hopefully.. i can save the money i get from work >.<!!!

speaking of work & taxes.. im scared of tax season!! lol even tho i dont do any taxes but i`ll feel so guilty whenever i need to take off from work because at work it's so busy!! =/ hopefully i wont need to take off from work.. lol oy..

ahh.. school around the corner.. ON LUNAR NEW YEAR! >:O what the flim flam! lolols i thought lunar new year became an actual holiday since there's like a trillion of us here! lol hmmph.. gr.. i got to go to school on monday.. -.-;;; and omfg i just checked the prices of the textbooks and each one is like $100+!! -____-;; well that's going to $500 on books.. ughh so expensive!..

so some picture updates!

these were my christmas presents i recieved from my friends (besides the long champ from my aunt)

~cargo blush + UDDP from the bestas!! i love the blush :D
~MAC from ladygrey :DD super cool
~COACH! from the one and only korean eagle! super cutee
~Sephora delexe! from Davis :] haha so manyyy colors! i havent even had the change to try it yet!
~h&m gift card! from sonal awesomeeee !!!

and of courseee hehehehe hubbie's GIFT!! ^_^

YAYYY A NEW COAT!! ;D

and.. know what i got him?? LOLs

~taDa!! ;D picture pillowcase so he can sleep on my faceee! & a picture mousepad!! hehehe
everyday and night usageee! lol (i also got a pillow from jcpenny's :P)

here is a haul from like 2 or 3 weeks ago!
i used he h&m card and got like 5 things.. lol buyone get onefree! lol
i got a pretty shirt, skirt, headband, scarf, belt.. lol it's like a whole outfit! LOL except for the shoes.. lol
i got victoria secret eyeshadows! they're so pretty hehe
i got some lotion.. omg it's GREEN TEA lotion, how awesome is that! HEHEHE
oh and i got nivea creme cus i heard it's good as a moisturizer and INSTEAD IT IS ! cus my skin is REALLLY dry from acne treatment and the weather and heat.. lol it's very moisturizing that makes my skin not flaky anymore!! best moisturizer i had so far! i`ll prob get a tube kind next time.. cus the little tin is kinda dirty.. lol
i got ELF brushes at 34th jack's 99 cent store? lol haha i never went in and when i did wow they got a lot of stuff!
so far the brushes are pretty good.. not as bad as i thought they would be.. ! lol but.. i heard about it sheding.. well i have to see about that later on.. lol

:D so moving on... ! HAHA

we went to MoMA ! it was free and artsy? lol it was alright not too great tho

look it's snow!! it's so peace and quiet when it snows in the morning... makes me wanna lay there in the snow and listen to silence.. lol but then it gets so nasty and annoying.. =/ FREEZZINGGG ;O

LOL JIMMY! what are u doing!!! perverted!! hahaha jk~~
we went to bamn for a snack then went to chinatown haha & saw joyce!

sillies!

hehe some mini cleveland reunion went yumcha! toobad joyce wasnt here..

and.. AHHH!!!! i have a lot of cleaning to do.. lol well actually all of this isnt in the middle of my room anymore..
most of the stuff ive put away already.. lol just some random things are around..
ugh i have so many sneakers that i dont wear anymore.. lol im thinking of selling some.. =/ lol
i can use that for book money! LOL yeah.... right. lol

so.. whewww im exhausted!! bedding timeee ;P

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